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aku secara lahiriah, sejak sekolah lagi ada tendency untuk join aktiviti-aktiviti yang ada unsur sukan dan musik. I guess that's my passion, my interest. Kalau mintak aku join aktiviti-aktiviti business ke, volunteer ke, wakil pelajar ke keagamaan ke, honestly aku lambat sikit. i don't know if that is a bad thing. And that's just me being honest.

I don't know how true this might be; but the sterotype or stigma is, budak sukan/music ada sifat nakal, mungkin kena cop jahat ke sosial ke. I think that could also be true untuk budak2 yang aktif drama or any other activities yang mungkin bunyi macam 'tak ada hala tuju or faedah or duniawi' I'm not going to start on saying budak-budak yang slalu join hal-hal keagamaan 'takdela baik sangat' but let's get on to the main point here.

I wish people weren't so judgmental? Because what people choose to do in their lives just don't portray if someone is a nice or a bad person. I guess, what I'm trying to say in a raw sense is, just because I don't join as much volunteer programs or religious activities, doesn't mean I'm someone who parties all the time, mingle dengan lelaki tanpa batasan or am a bitch. I think you can say the same for other people who does these kind of activities as well.

Asal budak musik je sosial. Mungkin stigma masyarakat yang menjadikan budak musik tu sosial. Mungkin fitrah dia, nak jadi orang baik tapi mungkin ramai tak mengajak dia untuk jadi baik sebab 'stereotype' budak musik slalu lepak, main musik dan lalai dengan hal duniawi. Mungkin, fitrah dia nak join jugak some ceramah2 yang interesting tapi take geng nak pergi. Kalau dia pergi ceramah tu tak ada member yang takkan judge dia.

Asal budak sukan je mungkin dia tak menitik berat hal solat. Okay la hal seluar pendek, lengan lipat sampai siku tu ada la tunjuk dia mungkin slack bahagian menutup aurat. Tapi orang tak fikir, mungkin tak ada orang nak tegur dia elok2 or galak dia tutup aurat elok without judging them. Mungkin sebab tu dia fikir, "what the heck. aku tutup ke tak tutup ke people will still see me as someone yang sosial, xsempurna sebab tak tutup aurat" Memang hukum-hakam agama is black and white. But we, humans are born with a grey mind, and an even more unstable heart.

Tak tahu la macam mana. Tapi ni pendapat seorang perempuan yang main sukan, yang minat musik, yang sedang berjinak-jinak untuk mendekatkan diri dengan hal-hal keagamaan tapi agak slow-slow lagi. Kata lah apa nak kata. But an opinion is just an opinion. Like a wisp of air that's written, once read can be remembered or forgotten for the rest of your and my lives.